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NARCISSUSTiresias' fame of prophecy was spread
through all the cities of
Aonia,
for his unerring answers unto all
who listened to his
words. And first of those
that harkened to his fateful prophecies,
a lovely Nymph,
named Liriope, came
with her dear son, who then fifteen, might seem
a
man or boy—he who was born to her
upon the green merge of Cephissus'
stream—
that mighty River-God whom she declared
the father of her boy.—
she questioned him.
Imploring him to tell her if her son,
unequalled for his
beauty, whom she called
Narcissus, might attain a ripe old age.
To which
the blind seer answered in these words,
“If he but fail to recognize himself,
a long life
he may have, beneath the sun,”—
so, frivolous the prophet's words
appeared;
and yet the event, the manner of his death,
the strange delusion of his
frenzied love, confirmed it.
Three times five years so were passed.
Another five-years, and the lad might seem
a
young man or a boy. And many a youth,
and many a damsel
sought to gain his love;
but such his mood and spirit and his pride,
none
gained his favour.
Once a noisy Nymph,
(who never held her
tongue when others spoke,
who never spoke till others had begun)
mocking Echo,
spied him as he drove,
in his delusive nets, some timid
stags.—cocky
for Echo was a Nymph, in olden time,—
and, more than vapid
sound,—possessed a form:
and she was then deprived the use of speech,
except to
babble and repeat the words,
once spoken, over and over.
Juno confused
her silly tongue, because she
often held
that glorious goddess with her endless tales,
till many a hapless
Nymph, from Jove's embrace,
had made escape adown a mountain.jealous But
for this, the goddess might have caught them. Thus
the glorious Juno, when she knew her
guile;
“Your tongue, so freely wagged at my expense,
shall
be of little use; your endless voice,
much shorter than your tongue.” At once
the Nymph
was stricken as the goddess had decreed;—
and, ever since, she only
mocks the sounds
of others' voices, or, perchance, returns
their final words.
One day, when she observed
Narcissus wandering in the pathless woods,
she loved him and she followed him, with soft
and stealthy tread.—The more she followed him
the hotter did she burn, as when the
flame
flares upward from the sulphur on the torch.
Oh, how she longed to make her passion known!
To
plead in soft entreaty! to implore his love!
But now, till others have
begun, a mute
of Nature she must be. She cannot choose
but wait the moment when
his voice may give
to her an answer.
Presently the youth,
by chance divided from his trusted friends,
cries loudly, “Who is here?” and Echo, “Here!”
Replies. Amazed, he casts his eyes around,
and calls with louder
voice, “Come here!”
“Come here!”
She calls the youth who calls.—He turns to
see
who calls him and, beholding naught exclaims,
“Avoid me not!”
“Avoid me not!” returns.
He tries again, again, and is deceived
by this alternate voice, and calls aloud;
“Oh let us come together!” Echo cries,
“Oh let us come together!”
Never sound
seemed sweeter to the Nymph, and
from the woods
she hastens in accordance with her words,
and strives to wind
her arms around his neck.
He flies from her and as he leaves her says,
“Take off your hands! you shall not fold your
arms
around me. Better death than such a one
should ever caress me!”
Naught she answers save,
“Caress me!”
Thus rejected she lies hid
in the deep woods, hiding her blushing face
with the
green leaves; and ever after lives
concealed in lonely caverns in the hills.
But her great love increases with neglect;
her miserable body wastes away,
wakeful
with sorrows; leanness shrivels up
her skin, and all her lovely features melt,
as
if dissolved upon the wafting winds—
nothing remains except her bones and voice—
her voice continues, in the wilderness;
her bones have turned to stone. She lies
concealed
in the wild woods, nor is she ever seen
on lonely mountain range; for,
though we hear
her calling in the hills, 'tis but a voice,
a voice that lives,
that lives among the hills.
Thus he deceived the Nymph and many more,
sprung from the mountains or the sparkling
waves;
and thus he slighted many an amorous youth.—
and therefore, some one whom
he once despised,
lifting his hands to Heaven, implored the Gods,
“If he should love deny him what he
loves!”sp: narcissus
invo: nemesis
and as the prayer was uttered it was heard
by
Nemesis, who granted her assent.
There was a fountain silver-clear and bright,
which neither shepherds nor the wild
she-goats,
that range the hills, nor any cattle's mouth
had touched—its waters
were unsullied—birds
disturbed it not; nor animals, nor boughs
that fall so often
from the trees. Around
sweet grasses nourished by the stream grew; trees
that
shaded from the sun let balmy airs
temper its waters. Here Narcissus, tired
of
hunting and the heated noon, lay down,
attracted by the peaceful solitudes
and by
the glassy spring. There as he stooped
to quench his thirst another thirst
increased.
While he is drinking he beholds himself
reflected in the mirrored pool—and loves;
loves an imagined body which
contains
no substance, for he deems the mirrored shade
a thing of life to
love. He cannot move,
for so he marvels at himself, and lies
with countenance
unchanged, as if indeed
a statue carved of Parian marble. Long,
supine upon
the bank, his gaze is fixed
on his own eyes, twin stars; his fingers shaped
as
Bacchus might desire, his flowing hair
as glorious as Apollo's, and
his cheeks
youthful and smooth; his ivory neck, his mouth
dreaming in
sweetness, his complexion fair
and blushing as the rose in snow-drift white.
All that is lovely in himself he loves,
and in his witless way he wants
himself:—
he who approves is equally approved;
he seeks, is sought, he burns
and he is burnt.
And how he kisses the deceitful fount;
and how he thrusts his arms to catch the
neck
that's pictured in the middle of the stream!
Yet never may he wreathe his
arms around
that image of himself. He knows not what
he there beholds, but what he
sees inflames
his longing, and the error that deceives
allures his eyes. But why,
O foolish boy,
so vainly catching at this flitting form?
The cheat that you are
seeking has no place.
Avert your gaze and you will lose your love,
for this that
holds your eyes is nothing save
the image of yourself reflected back to you.
It
comes and waits with you; it has no life;
it will depart if you will only go.
Nor food nor rest can draw him thence—outstretched
upon the overshadowed green, his
eyes
fixed on the mirrored image never may know
their longings satisfied, and by
their sight
he is himself undone. Raising himself
a moment, he extends his arms
around,
and, beckoning to the murmuring forest;
“Oh,
ye aisled wood was ever man in love
more fatally than I? Your silent
paths
have sheltered many a one whose love was told,
and ye have heard their
voices. Ages vast
have rolled away since your forgotten birth,
but who is he
through all those weary years
that ever pined away as I? Alas,
this fatal
image wins my love, as I
behold it. But I cannot press my arms
around the form
I see, the form that gives
me joy. What strange mistake has intervened
betwixt
us and our love? It grieves me more
that neither lands nor seas nor mountains,
no,
nor walls with closed gates deny our loves,
but only a little water keeps
us far
asunder. Surely he desires my love
and my embraces, for as oft I
strive
to kiss him, bending to the limpid stream
my lips, so often does he
hold his face
fondly to me, and vainly struggles up.
It seems that I could
touch him. 'Tis a strange
delusion that is keeping us apart.
“Whoever thou art, Come up! Deceive me not!
Oh,
whither when I fain pursue art thou?
Ah, surely I am young and fair, the
Nymphs
have loved me; and when I behold thy smiles
I cannot tell thee what
sweet hopes arise.
When I extend my loving arms to thee
thine also are
extended me — thy smiles
return my own. When I was weeping, I
have seen thy
tears, and every sign I make
thou cost return; and often thy sweet lips
have
seemed to move, that, peradventure words,
which I have never heard, thou hast
returned.
“No more my shade deceives me, I perceive
'Tis I
in thee—I love myself—the flame
arises in my breast and burns my heart—
what
shall I do? Shall I at once implore?
Or should I linger till my love is
sought?
What is it I implore? The thing that I
desire is mine—abundance makes
me poor.
Oh, I am tortured by a strange desire
unknown to me before, for I
would fain
put off this mortal form; which only means
I wish the object of my
love away.
Grief saps my strength, the sands of life are run,
and in my early
youth am I cut off;
but death is not my bane—it ends my woe.—
I would not
death for this that is my love,
as two united in a single soul
would die as
one.”
He spoke; and crazed with love,
returned to view the same face in the pool;
and as
he grieved his tears disturbed the stream,
and ripples on the surface, glassy
clear,
defaced his mirrored form. And thus the youth,
when he beheld that lovely
shadow go;
“Ah whither cost thou fly? Oh, I entreat
thee
leave me not. Alas, thou cruel boy
thus to forsake thy lover. Stay with me
that I may see thy lovely form, for though
I may not touch thee I shall feed my
eyes
and soothe my wretched pains.” And while he spoke
he rent his
garment from the upper edge,
and beating on his naked breast, all white
as marble,
every stroke produced a tint
as lovely as the apple streaked with red,
or as the
glowing grape when purple bloom
touches the ripening clusters.
When as glass
again the rippling waters smoothed, and when
such beauty in the
stream the youth observed,
no more could he endure. As in the flame
the yellow
wax, or as the hoar-frost melts
in early morning 'neath the genial sun;
so did he
pine away, by love consumed,
and slowly wasted by a hidden flame.
No vermeil bloom
now mingled in the white
of his complexion fair; no strength has he,
no vigor, nor
the comeliness that wrought
for love so long: alas, that handsome form
by Echo
fondly loved may please no more.
But when she saw him in his hapless plight,
though angry at his scorn, she only
grieved.
As often as the love-lore boy complained,
“Alas!”
“Alas!” her echoing voice returned;
and as he struck his
hands against his arms,
she ever answered with her echoing sounds.
And as he gazed
upon the mirrored pool
he said at last, “Ah, youth beloved in
vain!”
“In vain, in vain!” the spot returned his words;
and when he
breathed a sad “farewell!”
“Farewell!”
sighed Echo too. He laid
his wearied head,
and rested on the verdant grass; and those
bright eyes, which
had so loved to gaze, entranced,
on their own master's beauty, sad Night closed.
And now although among the nether shades
his sad sprite roams, he ever loves to
gaze
on his reflection in the Stygian wave.
His Naiad sisters mourned, and having clipped
their shining tresses laid them on his
corpse:
and all the Dryads mourned: and Echo made
lament anew. And these would
have upraised
his funeral pyre, and waved the flaming torch,
and made his bier;
but as they turned their eyes
where he had been, alas he was
not there!
And in his body's place a sweet flower grew,
golden and white, the
white around the gold.physical